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FOREVER

by XMAS

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1.
futures #2 02:44
can we go out can we meet up can we sit down can we discuss different futures and all your funny dreaming i'll hold you to everything everything you wanted i'll miss jacksonville feel better for good write a book about it i won't let anyone read except you hooooowl!! and all my funny dreaming can you hold me to everything everything i wanted for myself
2.
rooms 02:17
don't wanna talk to you just want you in my room don't miss you ramblin' on wish you wanted to just stay at home think i'll sleep tonight with all the lights on don't want you to lose don't want you to lose don't want you to lose me
3.
when i'm laughing in my dreams when you're thinking of a memory of me when i know where we're headed finally forever walking in a dream all your crying really helped me now that i know how good i could feel i made it up all alone guess i can keep it going will i feel ok in the middle of the afternoon doing nothing sweet nothing keeping you company when i'm laughing in my dreams when you're thinking of a memory of me when i know where you're headed finally
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i think i'll stop worry about us starting tonight for the rest of my life
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dreams 02:37
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untitled #2 03:33
9.
no you're not with me right now but you're not that far and what's a soul compared to the pitch black back drop somewhere you are standing on a pale blue dot and don't you worry baby 'cos i'm never lost would you cry for me at all like you did before when you were young when you're not home then home is everywhere you're not and are you sinking or am i just dreaming i don't really know now someday you'll be leaving me like you always do but i see that we're ok like we always are still.. would you cry for me at all like, like you did before when you were young
10.
baby #3 02:27
and it's been years apart and my baby's still alone and i think i've fallen in love with the whole world while you were gone 'cos the people they got this charm
11.
in the summer i remember you in the winter in the winter i remember you in the summer in the summer i remember me in the winter in the winter i remember me in the summer
12.
all i can do 02:26
all i can do to help you is be alive, too feel it with you
13.
i cant think of a single soul that could need me right now in my room alone whenever you leave me, it was sweet nothing whenever you're leaving me, it feels like sweet nothing because sometimes you mean nothing to me
14.
waves carried you some place new to somewhere i don't know and though i'm not worried at all i still want you with me everywhere i go loved you so let you go let you leave what happens if i really can't make you stay with me roads look so empty ahead there's nothing here but empty islands and someday i'll see you sitting right there you've been waiting for me all this time you're lonely too out of tune, can it be what happens if i never hear you say you want me
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well me, i got no home maybe i got a million and we wear each other's clothes we spend all our time like no one else knows we sing in the kitchen and you'll go crazy again but the next day will be beautiful and i'll give you all my things 'cos i love you and i won't need anything 'cos you're thinking of me i never had so much fun watching you get thru like i always knew you could do
17.
we'll only live til we're thirty or a thousand years old why can't we think past tomorrow let's think past two years let's set up home base then go on tour forever we could sleep in between the indoors and the outdoors we could go on walking forever do you wanna hang out everyday for two weeks?
18.
star wars 05:12

about

something to do with how every 9 years a cycle repeats in numerology.. been thinking about the energy i felt in 2012 and what was happening in my heart, and an adventure beginning. also i got a new car that has a cd player, so i dug up an old scratchy XMAS mix that had a lot of these songs. Also dug up all my fave friends' diy cds in paper sleeves. whenever i left florida, i would give new friends mix cds of recordings. so something compelled me to make this.. maybe something magical will happen by anyone listening to this now, maybe there are clues about time?

two of these songs were played and arranged with two different bands that were too short lived - LEGS, and Comme Si Comme Sa, but they are two of my most favorite recordings i want to shine a light on.

special thanks to ac deathstrike, LEGS, the pumpkin seeds, critter, warmouth, doging, noah eagle, secret treehouse, if you know you know

credits

released October 31, 2021

dawson bass - cigar box guitar and vox on "all i can do"
sean canfield - keyboard on "where i slept in 2012"
alex dougherty - vox on "treasure/presents"
nina ingram - drums and shakers on “skateboard song”
chris mark - drums on “rooms”
dh scott - drums/organ on "star wars"
harmony shenk - bass on “skateboard song”
jade tcimpidis - trumpet and vox on “skateboard song”, guitar and vox on "waltz"

photo by rosie richeson, me playing drums for ac deathstrike at nobbys

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